You're Not Sorry

All this time I was wasting
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down

And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again
But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can say that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, no, no

Looking so innocent
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold

And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
You're not sorry, no, no, oh

You had me falling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for

And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no,

I hope my dad will stop his bad habit!!!

Well,I'm worried with my dad.He likes smoking,but I don't like people smoking.It makes me dizzy to smell that f**k!** things.Me,my mom and my brother always remind him not to smoke since smoking will damage his health.But he is so stubborn, and he won't listen to us.I ever think to hide all of his cigarettes,but I can't find the place where he use to hide them =( . Well,I just hope that one day he will change his smoking habit.I also hope that one day my boyfriend won't have smoking habit and alcoholic.Remenber, "Prevention is Better than Cure ^^" 

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I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do

To You

Dear,

Sorry, I’m still not sure enough to go on.

I’m still in doubt 

You haven’t show me your maturity

I wish I could feel comfort when we are far

But, you act like you don’t care what’s going on

Sumtimes , I feel like walking alone

I’m sick

I’m hurt

But no one knows

Cos I never show it

I don’t need your sorry

I just need you to open your heart and your mind

Sumtimes,I feel like I really wanna give up

But, I still be patient

I still wait and hope that one day you’ll change

I’m also a human who has a feeling and I can feel HURT

When I was mad I know you try to cheer me up by doing something that you seldom do it

But,that’s not what I want

I’m the one that you will remember when you only need me

I’m the one who is very stupid for waiting you more than an hours

But,thank you to teach me 

how to love,

how to care,

how to be a patient

,how to be a mature, and 

how to love you just the way you are

Thank you for being the part of my life

This letter was written when I’m sad and alone

29 April 2011 at 8.30 pm

                                                                                                By G~~